a note from stella

it's almost 8 am and i've been up in the lab working since 6 pm yesterday. i'm actually quite happy.
i'm starting to realize all the boundaries and limitations we place around ourselves don't exist. i'm glad michael gave his talk yesterday. i was walking down the street to get coffee and noticed how nicely the sun was striking the buildings. A world without need for color correction.
I remember travel and london like that. And i'm glad the memories i've captured have remained just as brilliant.

final video due at 3 pm. rendering and exporting as i go. encoding done. all's left is a couple more vignettes and audio. oh audio....

i'm breaking free


kick me if i'm still sleeping at 9.

have a great day

off to caitlin's i think.

why is it that this song always brings saddness upon us?

i have not written much. i apologize, although i don't know who that apology is for, probably for myself. i'm hanging off the edge by one hand, but i think i'm keeping my grip. only another month.

i've done some amazing things, and i've done some amazingly stupid things. let this bet he end of the nonsense. i don't think my body can take much more.

i have no depth perception. and i don't know how loud my music has become.

meek meek meek meek. stop beating yourself up about it all.

have a good night, i'll see you in the morning.


Current Music: enjoy the silence, depeche mode